This is The Ailene.

Thank You.

There’s an ache in my heart today, 24 days away from the end of 2012.

I’m looking back at all the wonderful things that have happened to me this year (like a stable, comfortable-paying job, several new sports, new destinations, new friends, new disciplines), and my heart aches.

It’s the kind of ache that puts a sort of weakness in my knees, a crazy kind of yearning in my heart, and so much sweet joy pouring through me, and I

I remember at the start of the year, all I really wanted was to disappear so that people can see Him be glorified in my life and that’s exactly what’s happening. And don’t get me wrong, it’s so painful to detach and remove myself from the equation, to shut up and take it all like a woman, but it’s worth it.

Oh, it’s worth it.

Just look at this life.

How beautiful it all is.

“Overwhelmed” doesn’t even cut it close.

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